Josh

Every time I go to the gym I find that I obsess over certain men . I don't approach them but I admire them from afar . Sometimes it becomes too obvious . One guy Josh see's me and put's on a show in the shower but ignores me when dressed. He is young with a beautiful face and lovely body . I look forward to seeing him . I often remember when I have seen him in the showers that I return the following week just hoping that I will see him again .I know I will never be with him but seeing him naked in the showers is enough to fulfil my obsession .